Great story and it does put things in perspective. I stopped all the crap I was doing because either I sobered up or I died.
But, my favorite lyrics about the feelings when the fun stopped and I went over the line are by Jackson Browne from "The Prestender" albun. Here is a piece of the lyrics from the song "Bright Baby Blues" which are very meangingful to me.
It's so hard to come by
That feeling of peace
This friend of mine said
"Close your eyes, and try a few of these"
I thought I was flying like a bird
So far above my sorrow
But when I looked down
I was standing on my knees
Now I need someone to help me
Someone to help me please
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